Thanks to All those who helped:
Joint fundraising Group - including - Stafford and District Voluntary Services; Wolverhamption & Stafford RSPCA; Child of mine
Chris Dickins (Gurusoul) cool music and sound production.
Haling Dene Centre - Venue (apologies re: the carpet)
Universal Social Club, Doxey - for the extremely reasonably priced rehearsal space
Rising Brook Fire Station - for the use of the community room and friendly wardens
Sara's mum and dad - the fantastic Black Box, helping with Sara's many lines and fabulous colourful costume.
Actors - Billie, Damon, Gabi, Georgina, Jamie, Merv, Raven & Sara - not just a great first performance of this play, but coming to loads of extra rehearsals, learning brave new skills, pushing the boundaries, testing yourselves, experimenting, helping with costumes, makeup, transport and bringing people along to the show.
Audience - For coming, clapping, answering the seemingly endless list of questions, laughing, having a good time and giving us your money. Thank you very much!
Now a word on my favourite topic - emotions:
After a performance can be a very fragile time, emotionally. Even if a performance goes well, which, I am pleased to say the Badger Kettle did. I'm not sure how people who actually work creatively in theatre on a full time basis do it. Maybe it becomes just like a job, and a bit boring after a while.
For me who bumbles along with my group of intrepid friends through ideas and improvisations with nothing but a whisp of an idea about what I am doing, and who creates without knowing that the object of my creation will be enjoyable to others, who takes huge risks, and then asks others to do the same (by engaging in creative activity, or by coming along to witness the results of months of creative work), the time after a performance can be tumultuous. Emotions take unexpected twists and turns, I feel exposed and vulnerable. Not that these emotions are not there at other times - they certainly are, they are not created through a performance, and the life events that become twisted with sometimes confused, confusing, perplexing tortured, feelings, are already happening and will continue to happen.
This might be a time of assimilation, or resolution of emotion, or it might be a stirring, an agitation and an explosion of emotion. But emotion it is. And raw.
Emotion is the stuff of life - it is where we get our energy from. The whole spectrum. I don't do negative emotion. All emotion is positive, the love, the anger, the joy, the hope, the fear. I'm not sure about guilt, but yes, maybe that is positive to. I try to be guided by my emotions, when life allows. I feed on them. At times in my life the confused, clashing times when multiple emotions race around grinding and stopping me in my tracks, these are the times when I feel I may be experiencing mental illness. I may call sadness gripped by a dark and angry guilt, depression, I may call fear strangled by entangled love and rage, anxiety. Then I have to stop. Let things settle. Experience the intensity of what I call pain. Immerse myself with gratitude in whatever moments of comfort I can get from friends and family. And remind myself that it will pass. And try to avoid catastrophising. And try not to lash out at people close to me like a wounded dog with my back to the wall. And try to carry on doing the things that I need to do to keep life going on a practical, day to day basis.
So, the blog is a week overdue.
Here are some pics
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Stylised movements, simultaneously slow and fast, some sudden and unexpected, different tensions, worlds collide in this story that broke all of the rules we made when we devised our method. |
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The chase scene is fast and dangerous (literally, the cast have to be careful not to injure themselves, and part of the training is in how to do things such as fall, convincingly, at speed, and without hurting themselves). |
In this dreamlike dance sequence, the badger and the tinker become acquainted with each other. Their mutual trust and openness leads to opportunity and good fortune
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